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Name: Samantha
Country: United States
State: North Carolina
Metro: Charlotte
Birthday: 4/15/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Writing, Reading, Drawing, Learning, Listening, Questioning, Worrying, Praying, ROTC. The fine sounds of Taking Back Sunday, Evanescence, Breaking Benjamin, Anberlin, Story of the Year, Darren Hayes, Lacuna Coil, My Chemical Romance, The Used, From Autumn to Ashes, Papa Roach, and many others are what constantly fill my ears. It's a reprieve.
Occupation: Military
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  Sammy0415
AIM:  Sld0415
Member Since:
1/25/2004
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| So much is going on...
too much.
I have decided that this will be my last xanga entry.
I feel like this is a good stopping place. This xanga got me through middle school and high school and now, I don't really need it anymore...
I'm starting college soon.
I'm getting engaged soon.
I have found other ways to deal with my problems and honestly, I don't get depressed, sad, or angered enough to want to write here anymore.
Xanga has served its purpose.
And to all my readers --
Samantha has grown up and she is happy you were able to share these past experiences with her.
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| I came, I saw, I walked about 40 miles around the UNCC campus at orientation today and yesterday.
I got my classes.
Yay.
First Semester Classes are:
Monday: None
Tuesday: Math 1100 from 12:30 - 1:45
English 2100 from 2:00 - 3:30
Western History and Civilization from 3:45 - 6:15
Wednesday: Psychology from 8:00 - 9:15
Thursday : Same as Tuesday
Friday: Same as Wednesday but with a lab from 11:00 - 12:30
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| Tomorrow is the last day of high school forever.
I have mixed feeling about the whole thing. I suppose I will cry on Saturday as I graduate. It seems like all the stress during the past 13 years were almost worth it.
I do have some things to say, mostly about people, most of whom I will never see again and who will most likely not read this:
Tasha: I really don't like you at all. I did a really good job at pretending for the sake of Amanda who I love very much. I know she's your best friend and I have no idea how she puts up with you because I certainly can't. I am glad that I have heard your last exaggeration, your last lie, and your last story of immaturity, though I do hope the future brings you the best.
Amanda: I love you like a sister. I have always felt comfortable talking to you. I consider you one of my very best friends even though we don't see each other out of school. I know you won't read this, but your influence has helped me to get through these last few years of high school. The blanket you made me is on my bed right now and it reminds me of all the great times that school brought me and helps me to let go of the bad. I know you have a very, very, very bright future in front of you. God has huge plans for you.
Betsy: I know I only met you this year, but you have such a wonderful personality that I was easily able to connect with. I have such a hard time making friends, but for some reason, it was easy for me to start talking to you. I hope you have the best time at college, and I will be praying that you and Sam stay strong in your relationship. You guys are so freaking cute together! I love you, girl.
Kate, a.k.a Kato: You already know what I'm going to say, but fuck you, I'm writing it anyway. Lol. You are my best friend in the entire world. You gave me a social life that I had no idea I was capable of. We went out, we acted stupid, and we always laughed. And guess what? We are going to continue doing that very same thing until we are both so old that we collapse on the mall floor and die right there where we belong. I look forward to a great summer of hanging out till really late and forgetting that college starts in August. Lets make a promise: No stressing until it is inevitable. Kato, I love you like family and I want you to know that no matter what happens I will always be there for you to talk to (yeah, you can't ever get rid of me :p). We better never lose touch or I will hunt you down, bind your hands and feet, gag you, and make you listen to me. I would have gone crazy over these last two years if I hadn't started hanging out with you. And, yes, you had to read this sappiness even though you get the honor of my presence of the summer. The entire summer...lucky you. :p
As for Jenny, Jane, and Tyler, I will write another sappy note before I start college, because I will try to see a lot of you guys over the summer (and I don't want to think about Jane leaving yet, because it is heartbreaking), so there are lots of tears to come.
Other than my peoples: I'm scared. I'll be honest: I am scared about my future, but I have decided to have a great summer and to give my worries to God.
To The Class of 2007 --- It's been a helluva ride, but we finally made it.
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| Two weeks until I see Ian. Yay!
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